At the time, I was writing a book about online dating, which led me to meet several girls per day to collect data, as they usually had plenty of shocking or amusing stories to tell me. I have to admit though, if fate would have it, I was secretly hoping to find the magical spark … Read more
I sat in the depressing silence of my chamber and waited for my seminarian friend to arrive, so we could defy the sanctity of the practice of silence and go visit the nuns, who would get to through a dark corridor. Lucianus excitedly ran in, and I stood up. “I’m so happy. It’s the miracle … Read more
I still had my cassock, and I still attended the seminary, when this most unusual situation occurred during one Sunday mass. Not long after I received my cassock, I felt a great need to listen to confessions even though I was fully aware that I needed to be an ordained priest to do that. It … Read more
To Szilvia Tóth, who couldn’t live to be twelve [purchase_link id=”1568″ text=”button” color=”orange” text=”EBOOK DOWNLOAD – COMPLETE” direct=”true”] Searching for moment of peace in the raging storm of my life, I used to go to the graveyard of our hometown. Walking among the ashes of the countless of past lives, watching the worn epitaphs, … Read more
For my grandfather, who will forever remain in Auschwitz [purchase_link id=”1262″ style=”button” color=”orange” text=”EBOOK DOWNLOAD – COMPLETE” direct=”true”] Black plumes of sooty smoke no longer rise from the long and twisted chimneys of the Auschwitz crematoriums. Weeds and grass grow among the barracks, standing cells, guard towers, and gas chambers. The executions, gassings, liquidations … Read more
[purchase_link id=”1283″ text=”EBOOK DOWNLOAD – CHAPTER 1″ style=”button” color=”orange”] To my old seminarian friends, and the times we spent together in that worn, cold seminary; its walls closing us into one small area of which I have so few good memories. CHAPTER 1 THE FIRST TERRIBLE DAY “Glory to the Father, and to the … Read more
[purchase_link id=”1295″ text=”EBOOK DOWNLOAD – CHAPTER 5″ style=”button” color=”orange”] CHAPTER 5 A NIGHT WITH THE NUNS When we left the refectory, I tried my best to keep to myself in the multitude of cassocks. I would have been fine if it weren’t for a certain prayer book that had been lost earlier that afternoon. … Read more
CHAPTER 6 SUICIDE I was plagued by a terrible conscience after my visit to the nuns. The balanced, mirthful state I’d been in at the base of the cross faded away instantly the moment I returned to the seminary and found myself face to face with Anselmus in the pale moonlight. He glared at me … Read more